December 2010
ugh
I Need To Stop.
airborn-acquarium:
I need to stop waiting for my phone to vibrate,
I need to stop waiting for my phone to ring,
I need to stop staring at the screen waiting for your name to pop up,
I need to stop visiting your Facebook page,
I need to stop looking at your pictures,
I need to stop showing that I care,
I need to stop thinkin’ ‘bout you
’cause you’re not doing any of those things for...
Cause I know someone will be confused, because I...
None of my followers or Facebook friends are being cut. If you’re concerned about it, ask me. But I will not tell you who was cut. Y’alls don’t need to know, I was blogging my feelings about what I’ve done, and how I did it…
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Ok, so I decided to cut someone completely from my...
… and though I will miss them, I didn’t even tell them goodbye or farewell, at all. That is terrible of me. However, if they knew the whole story, and why I completely cut them off, they probably won’t miss me or our talks after a whiles anyways. And, that’s the point. I don’t want them to rely on being able to talk to me all the time like before. I know we are friends, and I would do...
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to...
“Accept everything about yourself—I mean everything. You are you and that is the...”
– Henry Kissinger (via kari-shma)
Signing off for the weekend... won't be back in...
Oh- and I will pick up where I left off on my blog challenges… sorry if I throw off anyone, I can reblog stuff from my phone, but to actually type out anything- I will probably avoid it. I hope to anyways…
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Lost thoughts and dreams: lucky →
wantsmyhappyending:
The last couple of days have not been the easiest for me to deal with and get through. I have felt that I am going to loose everything, but yet have lost nothing. I have felt like giving up, but yet have continued to fight. I just haven’t felt myself but for once I haven’t given up. I didn’t shut down. I didn’t shut you out. I didn’t want to overload you with all my shit. But...
Day Five, A time you thought about ending your own...
I blame my medications…
…but the most recent time, was the realization, of how much I had lost, how much I believed a stupid lie- that cost me so much… certain aspects about the realization… different things about it… just so much made me think I had lost everything, and believe it or not, one of those aspects- made me believe I could fix this. I could fix it, and...
Day Five, the Most Memorable Moment.
That moment when you realize who you are supposed to be with all along… Halloween. New year, New beginnings…
I honestly have dozens I could easily put here… but this was the best night, and it keeps getting better all the time…
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Day Twenty, Again, pick a song that projects the...
I got it.
‘Dick Around’ by the Sparks. That’s all I’ve been doing for the last few days, dicking around doing nothing in particular. ‘All I do is dick around.’ Ignore some of the rest of the lyrics- they mean nothing… I promise. ;)
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Day Twenty-nine, Your opinions on the television...
I don’t have any.
Seriously, I haven’t watched the show- ever. I might watch it though, because I notice people on tumblr. have been uploading different things about it… but I have the Vampire Diaries, NCIS, NCIS:LA to catch up on… plus, my friends, the Alexs, want me to bone up on Supernatural, and I really need to finish watching Dollhouse, and Firefly/Serenity. And...
Day Four, Your views on Religion.
Ok, I am not answering this as what I believe in, as I have done that twice now already… I am going to answer this as my views on Religion in general.
I’ve noticed something. While being several different variations of Christian, to being Wiccan over the last ten plus years… most religions are the same, or are meant to do the same thing. Better yourself, better society, and...
Watchfuckyeaholiviaa:
my creyz
Very good. My son would love this…
Misfits, again.
Series 3 can’t come soon enough!!!
Just thought I might put that out there…
And Resident Evil:Afterlife, not bad… but the one question comes to mind. NOW WHAT??! What the FUCK are they going to do with this series- because they’ve killed off everyone… NOW WHAT ARE THEY GOING TO DO TO FIX IT?!! Ethan is going to be so disappointed… -.-*
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Well... what to do for the next couple of days?
Let’s see I have an apartment to assemble, STILL. I could go all comatose for the next two weeks. Sleep it all away… or, I could read the books I’ve been meaning to finish. I’ve only got four that I’ve started. Oh, and my blog challenges. I will be completely caught up tomorrow (this afternoon). As a matter of fact, I will finish them, by tomorrow (this...
Day Four, the Worst Day.
Um, I will tell you two.
The worst days: September 3rd & September 29th. For the exact same reason, though for some reason the 29th was worse. Way worse. I got over the 3rd fairly quickly with the help of the reason behind the 29th, so to have it happen again, and then compounded by the left over feelings of the 3rd AND the 29th at THE SAME TIME (!)- depression just doesn’t even...
Day Nineteen, If you could be anywhere in the...
I would be in Osaka, Japan.
I would be studying at Kansai Gaidai, working on my minor in Japanese, for UNK.
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Day Twenty-eight, my first celebrity crush.
Easily, Christina Ricci. Wednesday Addams. When I was a kid, she was definitely my crush. And yes, I’ve seen her movies since… most recently After Life. She might be dead and all (in that movie), but still, she’s all forms of ASLKFJASDLKF in my book, but she’s not my crush anymore. I don’t have one now… well, maybe Chibi… or Lyn-Z… or Amy Lee...
Day Three, your views on drugs and alcohol.
I honestly have no opinion.
I don’t do drugs- and I rarely drink. Not saying I won’t or anything, just that I don’t trust people enough to do them with. That, and my mom and I have butted heads on her drug habits forever, so I don’t think too highly of her about it. Drinking is ok, social drinking is better, but getting drunk every night is just redic… especially...
Day Three, the Best Day.
Um, the last few days have been pretty awesome, so Christmas Eve-Boxing Day.
Christmas Eve, I spent with Heather and Gavin, Spent all day Christmas with her and Gavin, and we spent the night here in my apartment. And on Boxing Day- she left the big black comforter here by mistake. :P Best Weekend Ever! Thanks HeyHey :3
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"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater....
There is truth in this.
Day Eighteen, Talk about your extended family. ...
How about I just talk about the ones I’ve dealt with. I cant list them all because I have a HUGE family tree, that I don’t even deal with a good 95% of the time…
Grandma & Grandpa Saylor, are for the most part an odd couple. They’ve been together for years- but it appears Grandma runs the show, and she has NO TACT whatsoever, constantly speaks her mind, and she never...
Day Twenty-seven, List your three favorite girl's...
Girls:
Guuennieveere (Gwenivere- I thought it would be cute & unique with W=UU)
LeFaye (for a middle name, means the Fair)
Katrina (yes, I liked this name before the hurricane…)
Boys:
Gavin (DUH!)
Dorian (I did actually like this name…)
I haven’t really thought about another boy’s name… sorry.
Pets:
Leviathan (the sea dragon; yes I named my first...
Day Two, Where you'd like to be in ten years.
In ten years, I will hopefully have many of my goals in life under my belt.
I want to have studied in Japan… and possibly China… and England… and France. I want to be living in Paris, France with my wife and children. I want to have graduated, with a high GPA that I have been striving for. I want to have a career as a writer, artist, hell- with my latest hobby- maybe acting might be a good...
Day Two, Relationship(s).
Heather til September- was pretty much fighting/make up cycle since about july- broke up 4 times, September 3rd, moved out… (one of the worst days ever)
Molly most of September- I was so happy I was scaring people… People were telling me I was better, there was a sparkle in my eye that people hadn’t seen in a long time… she was happy and I was happy… it was a...
I wants ma gingerbread!!!
Dammit Verizon, GET TO IT!! I want my gingerbread (Android 2.3) on my Incredible!! I don’t want to wait months, and I don’t want to ‘root’ my phone to get it either!!
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